February 2012
So I sit and wait and wonder, does anyone else feel like me? Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems
I hate my f*cking life
Anyone who falls in love is searching for the missing pieces of themselves
– Haruki Murakami
Things that hurt...
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Being unsure of how someone feels about you.
Feeling like they are mad at you.
Being misunderstood by people you care about.
Being judged by people you care about.
Feeling like you lost something that was never yours.
Feeling like you’re doing too much.
Thinking you aren’t doing enough.
Not knowing if you should say something.
Worried about what they’ll think if you do say it.
...
Such a bad day makes me hate the world
You who swallowed a falling star, o’ heartless man, your heart shall soon...
– Howl’s Moving Castle
But it’s time to face the truth, I will never be with you
Death is not the opposite of life, but a part of it.
– Haruki Murakami
If you remember me, then I don’t care if everyone else forgets.
– Kafka on the Shore - Haruki Murakami